Condolence Bayawan.

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there, I do not sleep
I am a 1,000 winds that blow
I am the diamond glints on snow
I am the sun on ripened grain
I am the gentle autumn rain
When you awaken in the morning’s hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled light
I am the soft star that shines at night
Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there; I did not die.
-Anonymous

Felt like I just lost another father. May your soul rest in peace and your memories will forever be remembered, Mayor German P. Saraña, Jr.

Holiday. Holidates.

Be with people who makes you laugh. Because a good laugh once in a while, is equivalent to a good life that lasts a long time. Goodnight.

An fb status. 21Aug2014

It was a holiday in celebration of Ninoy Aquino Day. I was invited by Brigitte to attend her daughter’s 1st birthday, Baby Mia Ciara at the WOWAP Area. We had a mouthful of food, drinks and desserts. Nomnom!

After a lot of chitchat and feeling full, we then went to watch Eduardo played volleyball at the boulevard area. I had fun watching them played so well. Eduardo’s team lost but Grace and I had fun cheering for them.

Then, Vemjane came and joined us. We had a ride going to the end of the boulevard while looking for a nicer place to dine. I was riding a bicycle. So, alam na. It added more happiness to me. Teehee.

Then, Jose and Rudolph came. We proceeded to Maricel’s store where Roselyn, Cory Nee, Charmagne and Ldyl0ne were also having their dinner.

A minute later, Neythan arrived.

We chatted, laughed, took pictures and ate. Remembering the good times we’ve had when we were still in high school. Once again, strengthening the bond.

It was a refreshing experience for me seeing how my friends have matured and grown-up through the years yet stayed all the same.

I’m feeling so blessed with beautiful people around me.

God had gifted me with amazing pair of eyes. He allows me to see greater things beyond every situation, great people beyond ordinary faces and His graces under pressure.

I must have become better to realize all these things. I must have done something good that I deserve His graces. I must have been very friendly, I have these persons in my life.

That is all because I have an amazing GOD. 🙂

Feeling Thankful

I borrowed a bike from our neighbor, Nong Johnrey. Abusive na akong masyado. Noong biyernes, humiram din ako ng bisekleta niya. I’m dying to own a bike na. Sana pagbigyan ako ni Lord.

I went to my Nanay’s house riding a bicycle. Usap-usap tungkol sa buhay at kahirapan, ganun. hehe. We talked about our plans and just about anything. I ate dinner there and then, I went home. How I missed my old lady.

For the first time, nasubukan kong magbisekleta sa highway. Iyong maraming sasakyang bumibiyahe. Ganoon pala iyong feeling. Nakakatakot na nakaka-excite. Wooh! Wattafeeling.

I was just biking freely, never knowing kung saan ako dadalhin ng mga paa ko. Hanggang nakarating ako sa may City Hall. There, I jot down all the vacant positions I am qualified. Magpapasa ako ng application letters sa Friday.

Tumuloy na rin ako sa simbahan since malapit lang naman iyon sa City Hall. Sarado na kaya doon na lang ako sa harap huminto. I uttered a simple prayer of thanks for renewed hope and aspiration. I thank God for He had given me a great day today and always.

I preceded to the City Boulevard. I was just biking, with feelings. Iyong feel na feel ko iyong moment na malaya ako. Nakaka-relax sa loob. You are lost in the world. Pansamantala, panandalian.

 

hindi masyadong blurred noh? 😉

I also took a photo habang sumasakay sa bisekleta. I got one hand on the wheel while the other was holding my phone. I took a picture on top of a running vehicle. I’m so feeling it. Weird nga daw ako.haha. (^ photo above)

 

This day, I felt so blessed and happy despite the circumstances na nangyayari sa paligid. I may have been numb of the pain, heartaches and failures sa buhay ko.

Naaaah! Of course, I am not that numb, I can still feel that aching feeling. But you know what, life’s too short to waste on those things that don’t really matter at all. Life’s too precious to be wasted upon.

I just choose to believe that something’s good is about to come. The best is yet to come.

Be patient. Be happy. Be free. Believe in God’s plans.

Future Plans and Goals

Here’s an impromptu lists of my future plans and goals in my complicated life. Oh yeah!

I was sweeping the floor when I got to think about these things. For future references. I just wanna make sure that I would be able to do things when I thought I couldn’t. I’m going out of my comfort zone quick.

Naaaah! I wish I could achieve all these. Before this would take long, so yeah, here’s my list.

1. Take a long ride. Bicycle ride that is. I wish I could own one on the soonest time possible. I really wanna try a long bicycle ride. Just me alone. I would want to take pictures and just get lost in track. No worries and no technologies. I want to go back in time. I wish I really know what I am wishing for.

2. To own a camera. I’m no wishing for a DSLR. I know my capacities. I can’t afford one, perhaps in the future’s future. No kidding. I just need a very useful camera to capture real and wonderful photos. If I want to achieve my no. 1 goal, I got to have a camera, for documentary purposes. Picture perfect.

3. To join an organization. I want to join an organization which shall embody my beliefs and philosophies in life. I want to share my ideas and insights. And I want to help and to be an inspiration. So, I guess, SINGLES FOR CHRIST is a very good option.

4. To finish a novel. I am writing a novel about young love and sorts which stars Emerald, Vincent and Brent. The other parts were already posted here. Lavender Lace and Fall for Me. I know it’s so corny. But hey, we are all hopeless romantic. I know anyone could relate to it.
I am up to the 4th chapter, and my target is 12. So, I hope I’d be more inspired to finish it since time won’t allow me. Aww.

5. To post an inspirational stories on FB. I’m no good at posting selfie pictures but I’m into posting good quotes and inspirational words. So, I planned on making short stories with pictures in it and have it posted on my album. Original stories that would somehow touch other people’s lives. About God, love, hope, and life. TOUCHING LIVES.

6. To post more often on my blog. I have lots of pending stories to share. I am busy with work and I have to see to it that I’d be able to spend time putting some sense into this blog of mine. Hence, this post today. HEHE. I’m so serious. OMG.

7. To improve my working career. I really do wish that I’d be able to achieve what I’d been wishing for the longest time with regards to my job. I just hope before this years ends. Pretty, pretty please Lord?..

8. To avail of the accreditation program and get a college diploma. A university here is offering an accreditation program for undergrads like me whose job is related with BS Administration, Criminology, etc.. But I am yet to wait for next year before I am qualified. I have to be 25 years old. If that happens, I’d be able to get a diploma, and perhaps, I could enroll a second course. I am planning to enroll a CPE class. I want to teach. Yes.

9. Take my family to a vacation escapade. I want to take them to somewhere we could enjoy ourselves. No problems and worries. Just pure bonding and fun-having adventure. I am planning to take them to an out of town trip. Family bonding.

10. Have a thanksgiving party for kids. I so love kids especially now that I already two nieces and bunch of little cousins. I also loved to cook. Years ago, I planned of doing a feeding program here in our community for those unfortunate kids who hadn’t tried eating at Jollibee. But I am not that rich to afford a Jolly party, so I’m going to cook for them. I’m having this soon if I’ll get my no. 7 goal. With hopes high.

We all have goals in our lives. And it’s best if we take a braver step closer in making it come true. I took a step by putting it into words. Because if not, it will only be an idea in my mind that would soon be forgotten…

I’m going to update anytime soon whenever whichever any from this list be done.

With prayers offered and fingers crossed. Aja! 🙂

Faith

• Professor : You are a Christian, aren’t you, son?
• Student : Yes, sir.
• Professor: So, you believe in GOD?
• Student : Absolutely, sir.
• Professor : Is GOD good?
• Student : Sure.
• Professor: Is GOD all powerful?
• Student : Yes.
• Professor: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn’t. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?
• (Student was silent.)
• Professor: You can’t answer, can you ? Let’s start again, young fella. Is GOD good?
• Student : Yes.
• Professor: Is satan good?
• Student : No.
• Professor: Where does satan come from?
• Student : From … GOD …
• Professor: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
• Student : Yes.
• Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
• Student : Yes
• Professor: So who created evil ?
• (Student did not answer.)
• Professor: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don’t they?
• Student : Yes, sir.
• Professor: So, who created them ?
• (Student had no answer.)
• Professor: Science says you have 5 Senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son, have you ever seen GOD?
• Student : No, sir.
• Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?
• Student : No, sir.
• Professor: Have you ever felt your GOD, tasted your GOD, smell your GOD? Have you ever had any sensory perception of GOD for that matter?
• Student : No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.
• Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?
• Student : Yes.
• Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son?
• Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.
• Professor: Yes, faith. And that is the problem Science has.
• Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
• Professor: Yes.
• Student : And is there such a thing as cold?
• Professor: Yes.
• Student : No, sir. There isn’t.
• (The lecture theatre became very quiet with this turn of events.)
• Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don’t have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
• (There was pin-drop silence in the lecture theater.)
• Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
• Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn’t darkness?
• Student : You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light. But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and its called darkness, isn’t it? In reality, darkness isn’t. If it is, were you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?
• Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man?
• Student : Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.
• Professor: Flawed ? Can you explain how?
• Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good GOD and a bad GOD. You are viewing the concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can’t even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
• Professor: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.
• Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?
• (The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going.)
• Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor. Are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?
• (The class was in uproar.)
• Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s brain?
• (The class broke out into laughter.)
• Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?
• (The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable.)
• Professor: I guess you’ll have to take them on faith, son.
• Student: That is it sir… Exactly ! The link between man and GOD is FAITH. That is all that keeps things alive and moving.
• That student was Albert Einstein.

disclaimer: Ninenenok ko lang ito. I forgot the link. Pasensiya naman. 🙂

Lice, Lies and Alibis

NAKAKAPAGPABAGABAG.

Oh yeah, that’s a tough tongue twister right there. Oh right, I suck at introductions. Haha.

A week ago, I had an extreme itchy feeling in my head. Napakakati talaga. I’m starting to feel that something is going on in my head. That something is crawling, at nakaka-unggoy man pakinggan, kamot ako ng kamot. Eiwwness!

Then I felt something na sumiksik sa aking kuko. I saw this cute little black thing waving its legs, making a way out of my grip. The culprit. Sa sobrang cute, hindi ko napigilang hindi tirisin. Nakaganti na rin ako sa wakas.

Pero akala ko lang iyon. Si Kutz (yeah, may pangalan na siya.) pa lang ang natigok. Alam kong marami pa siyang kapamilya somewhere in my head, kumukuta. Mga kutong kumukuta. Nice.

So the rest of the weekdays, kamot spree pa rin ako. Monkey mode on. (Nakababa naman ng moral itong posts na ito.) Refer to the title. Okay. *smirks*

So, comes Saturday. Yey! Tambay-bahay kasi maulan. Nakakatamad nga naman. Glenda’s to blame. Kaya may naisip akong ALIBI.

I asked my brother Evan to look for LICE in my head. Bonding time din ito for us. Ayun, kinukuha niya iyong kadiring kuto sa ulo ko. Okay rin iyong bonding namin noh? At may alibi kami not to do household chores coz were busy. Kami na ang tamad. Nice.

Seriously, anong pinaghuhugutan ko rito? Wala naman talaga. NABAGABAG lang ako kasi ‘di ko namamalayan, bumubuhay na pala ako ng peste sa ulo ko. Parasites.

So saan ko ba ilulugar ang LIES sa post na ito?

Well, I remembered a story about a young girl na inutusan ng kanyang Lola na magpakuha ng kuto sa kanyang buhok. Since, wala naman siyang makitang LICE doon, she made an ALIBI na pupunta siya ng CR.

Pumunta siya sa kusina at kumuha ng kaunting asukal. Inilagay sa ulo ng Lola at doon pinagtitiris ang asukal which has the same sound as that of the lice kapag tiniris mo. Then her Lola fell asleep. White LIES.

LESSON LEARNED?

Well, minsan tinatamad tayong gumawa ng mga bagay na dapat nating gawin kaya gagawa at sasabi tayo ng alibis o kaya’y mga white lies. Minsan nama’y tinatakasan natin ang ating mga obligasyon, ang ating mga suliranin. Mas pipiliin nating manahimik na lamang at hindi na lang magkokomento. Mas mabuti na rin iyon kaysa naman may masabi o magawa kang di maganda. Titiisin natin ang sakit dahil alam nating may tamang panahon para diyan. Hindi naman sa pagiging martir, kasi minsan mas ayos pa iyong ignorahin mo na lamang. Ipagdasal mo na lang iyang mga insektong iyan. That too shall pass.

AT kung sakaling ginawa mo na lahat ngunit ganun pa rin, ikaw pa rin ang nasasaktan. Kung wala ng ginawa ang ibang tao kundi pasakitan ka, aba, ‘di na pwede iyan. Tama ng kamot. Hugutin mo na sa ulo mo iyang kumakating nagkukutang kuto ng inyong relasyon at TIRISIN ng bonggang-bongga. THE END.

My Random Shiznits

Oh well, since I’ve been so occupied with a lot of self and family issues lately, I’m sharing here with you some things about MAself.

Nawawala ako sa focus, madalas akong mainis, mairita at mabuwisit. Haizt, parang ume-early signs na siguro ako ng pagiging old maid. Parang malapit na akong sumapit sa required age sa kasumpa-sumpang kapisanan ng aming lahi, LAONion. Old maid. Ampanget, old na nga, maid pa. Erase! Erase!

Oh sya, bago mag-ala-MMK ito, back to the topic na.

Ayun nga, nakakainis lang na may bagay o may mga gusto ako, o ako mismo, na ako iyon pero parang di ko nagawa, na parang hindi ako, anubey, ako pa ba ito? Infairness, naiinis na nga ako. Hindi ko kasi maipaliwanag.

Ito na lang. Iyon bang kilala mo naman na ang sarili mo, you are certain that iyon ka, ganoon ka, pero suddenly, may mga sitwasyon na baligtad sa dapat ay iyon ang ginawa mo. Malilito at maitatanong mo na lang “ako pa ba ito?”, “ganito ba ako?”, hayyy. Baliw na ata ako.

Ewan. Halimbawa na lang.

Scenario 1.

May humiram ng bolpen ko. I know I am kind to other people’s needs. So, I lend her my pen. Wala akong extra bolpen neto huh. Ginamit niya. Ginamit niyang pangfill-up ng form, habang nagtetext. Busy ako ng mga oras na ito kaya kailangan kong gamitin iyong bolpen ko. Nahihiya naman akong bawiin, so hinayaan ko na muna. Nang tumagal ay unti-unti nang nagbuild-up ang inis tissues ko sa katawan. Parang uusok na ang ilong ko sa inis. Kaylaki ng pagsisisi kong pinahiram ko siya.

Iyan. Una, bakit ako naiinis e ako tong nagpahiram? Pangalawa, bakit ako nagsisisi? Mabigat sa dibdib. Dati rati, no big deal naman sa ‘kin to, iba na ngayon? Ang bilis kong mainis na hindi naman dapat. #sonotme

Scenario 2.

Bumili ako ng tinapay. Since, diet (este,tipid) mode ako ngayon, konti lang iyong binili ko. Sobrang kaunti lang na talagang mabibilang ko sa loob ng lalagyan. Tapos wait, kulang ng isa. Gusto kong magreklamo dun sa Ale pero huli na. Nakaalis na iyong de-padyak na sinasakyan ko. Hinayang na hinayang ako doon sa “payb-pesos-pan” na kulang. Gusto ko balikan iyon kung hindi lang ako nahiya doon sa drayber.

Ang babaw ‘di ba? Five pesos lang iyon pero mabigat pa rin sa loob ko. Ano yon? Dati kasi, hindi ako papayag na malamangan. Iyong tama, dapat tama lang. Kapag alam kong mali o kulang, hindi ko pinapalampas. ‘Di ba nga “may karapatan ka, ipaglaban mo”. Siguro, ang akin lang kasi nagtitipid na nga ako, nakulangan pa. Hinayang ako kasi hindi ko ginawa ang dapat na gawin. Hindi naman iyon kasalanan ng Ale, talagang namali lang siya ng bilang. At hindi ko ipinaglaban ang karapatan ko. The blame is on me. Kaya ako inis. #sonotme

Scenario 3.

I was surfing my FB wall when I noticed the profile of a friend (friend pa nga ba? may gap na ‘di ba?). I clicked her profile picture (yes guys, HER means SHE.) and guess what, HE liked it and even commented the same comment he had on my previous picture. How sweet. Coincident? Anong meron? Bakit hindi ako updated? At may #lessthanthree times 3 pa iyong reply ng girl. At ito pa, just recently, malalaman ko na lang na nawala iyong phone niya. At kanimo ko pa nalaman? Kay girl. Hangsweet lang.

Bakit ako inis? E, hindi na naman kami. Bakit masakit? Why do i feel like being betrayed? Hindi na ako papaapekto, ‘di ba? PSP. Past is past. (Past means, barely 2 months ago. Shizz!) Bakit kasi nang-iistalk pa. Wika nga kasi, what you don’t know, makes you shunga. At tsaka, truth hurts naman talaga.

O ‘di ba? Sa lablayp din papunta to e. Brokenhearted e, kaya magiging OLD MAID? Ayy, connected sila. Nakuu! E ‘di mas lalo akong nainis. Aaarghhh!

Malamig naman ang panahon, mainit ang ulo ko. Aym so hooot. This is soOo not ME.

So yeah, here’s my post entitled “MY RANDOM INISHIZNITS”. Ktnxbye.

Coming Home

Today, I woke up early. O sadyang, wala lang talaga akong tulog. Excited ako kasi dadating iyong mga tito ko galing Manila. Hence this post.

My tito who has been illed for the past months has finally come home to God. Si Hoberto Quitos, iyong tito ko na matandang binata. Kami iyong nag-aalaga sa kanya noong naospital pa siya at hanggang sa binawian na siya ng buhay.

I remember one instance when I was in my junior year, I came home late, he scolded me first before my mom did. Oftentimes, he would bring us biscuits and chichirias as pasalubong.

I think for him, life is just simple. Walang hassle, chillchill lang. He is someone who is selfless. Iyong tipong kapag nagbibigay, walang tinitira sa sarili, di man sa pinansiyal o materyal ngunit lalo sa oras, panahon at pagkalinga.

Hindi na siya nakapag-asawa. Iyon marahil ay sa kadahilang he dedicated himself to serve us. Kung bakit sa tuwing my naoospital, siya agad ang willing magbantay. Isa siyang sekyu. Lagi siyang andiyan para sa amin. Wala man siyang naging pamilya, alam ko na kami iyong itinuturing niya na kanyang mga anak.

I know my tito has gone thru a lot before he passed away. He has undergone an operation last 2012, and was hospitalized several times after due to his heart ailment. But his will to live longer has keep him going. It was a battle he keep on fighting until his last breath.

Maraming beses na siyang inatake ng sakit niya subalit napagtatagumpayan niya iyon lahat. Kasama kaming mga ‘pag-umangkins’ niya, sina Mama, mga kapatid niya at ang kanyang dalawang ina, ang lola ko at si Mama Isang at ng mga kapamilya namin. Umaalalay at sumusuporta.

Ngunit sa huling sandali, kinuha din siya sa amin. Ngunit di ibig sabihin noon, natalo siya. Sa maraming beses na nandun kami sa tabi niya, ngunit iyong time na iyon kung saan babawiin na siya sa amin, he fought on his own. Na siya lamang nag-iisa.

It was a battle he kept fighting and WON in the end. It was him and our God. Sa huling laban niya, it was not a fight for his life. It was an acceptance of the Lord’s will. At alam ko na tanggap na niya.

Death, like his, even though we have anticipated it and prayed for it, still came as a surprise. Everytime na inaatake siya noon, I would pray na sana kung kukunin man siya sa amin, hindi na siya papahirapan. Kung kailan nagiging okay na siya, ngumingiti, tumatawa, nagbibiro, saka siya kinuha.

Siguro it was out of God’s way of telling us to remember him. Hindi sa panahon na naghihirap siya kundi sa panahon na tumatawa siya at nagbibiro. God wants us to remember him, my tito, not on his pain but on his joys.

And that is perhaps the reason why God took away his life on Independence Day, June 12, 2014. To tell him that he was free. Free from pain and suffering. In God’s loving arms, he finally found his FREEDOM.

May his soul rest in peace forever. And his undying love will always be remembered.

Like what I told him in my dream, yes I dreamed of him, exactly a week after he died. It was so clear that I took note of every detail (19june2014 3:24am).

In my dream I told him this “PALANGGA KA GID NAMON, INDI KA MAGKABALAKA DIRE SA AMO, PADAYON SA IMU LAKAW. BASTA TANDAAN MO PALANGGA KA GID NAMON”. And I saw tears in his eyes.

Basta, we love you, Tito Emong!

WELCOME BACK HOME TO GOD..

Fit for Love

pumunta ako kanina sa patahian ko ng uniform. masyadong maluwang ang pagkakatahi. matagal ko na dapat binalik iyon kasi ang panget talaga tignan. para akong walking hanger. sinuot ko ng dalawang beses na at naisip kong nakakahiya na pag sinuot ko pa ulet ng ganun.

pero di ako nagkaroon ng oras. tinatamad ako.

ngunit kanina, tinalo ko ang katamaran ko. pumunta ako doon dala-dala ang aking uniform. sinisi pa ako ng ale kung bakit ngayon ko lang ibinalik. para namang aayusin nya agad. noong pagpapatahi ko pa nga, ilang beses akong pabalik-balik sa kaniya.

so, naisip ko, ang pagpapatahi, para ding palang pag-ibig. alam mo yon. ilang beses ka mang tanggihan, babalik at babalik ka pa rin doon. kahit inis ka na, di pa ring di mo pwedeng puntahan. dahil yon sa isang bagay na tinatawag na ‘commitment’. effort din dapat at pasensiya.

minsan nga, parang nakakahiya na umeffort pa dahil baka naman one-sided lang pero sumisige ka pa rin. di ka pa rin natututo. kasi para sa iyo, dapat pag nagmahal ka, ibibigay mo lahat.

kasi gaya ng pagpapatahi, ang pag-ibig, kailangan din ng PERFECT FIT.

For EMMANUEL

When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I’ll be glad ’cause I was blessed to get
To have you in my life, when I look back
On these days, I’ll look and see your face
You were right there for me

[Chorus:]
In my dreams I’ll always see you soar
Above the sky In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you’ll be
And everywhere I am there you’ll be
Well you showed me how it feels
To feel the sky within my reach
And I always will remember all
The strength you gave to me
Your love made me make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

[Repeat chorus]
‘Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

[Chorus:]
In my dreams I’ll always see you soar
Above the sky in my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you’ll be
And everywhere I am there you’ll be
There you’ll be.

Some would think that this song is a love song for a boy from a girl inlove. But for me, this is actually a song from a child whom have lost a parent…a father, in my case.

He might not be here physically, I knew in my heart, he will always be here for me, for us.

FOR THE GREATEST MAN OF MY LIFE, MY KING, MY HERO AND MY FATHER, HAPPY FATHER’S DAY. I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU, PAPA. ❤